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Saturday, May 11, 2013
Mother's Day
So as everyone probably knows mothers day is sunday. to avoid the weekend rush my parents and I went on Friday. We ate dinner at the Hibachi Grill. I had sushi, fruit, shrimp friend rice, dumplings, sweet bread and basicly any seafood or asian food. It was really yummy. What is everyone elses plans for mothers day?
Tattoos
Konnichiwa, minna. Today is May 11th and finally the weekend. I'm so glad; school is burning me out and with a month left just want it to be over. But I still ha ve finals so I'll hang in here. Anyway, a few days ago my friend got tattoos. And it really encouraged me to get one. And unlike her mom, my parents are cool with it. So all yesterday I was brainstorming where and what I want to get. I decided on where: my left shoulder and one of my biceps. Considered ankle, but I don't like that much. For the design considering quotes and a bird flying out of a thorny birdcage. That tattoo would symbolize me not letting betrayal get to me and my desire to be free. Although the entire thing may be a bit much so imma think of another smaller one for my arm. For that considering butterflies with roses behind it. But before any of that have to get money. So wish me luck :D Have some pictures but upload later (if I remember).
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
'Friends'
Hey everyone. It's almost 11 p.m. where I am on May 8th. Was just up and thinking..And got on the topic of friends who date their friends crush.
Random kinda, but it happened to me. And here is how it went.
So I liked a guy...He was my childhood crush since elementary school. We been in same classes forever.. And for all those years up until 7th grade (so for some years) I never told anyone.
However, I had made a group of friends (us four, A, J, and G). So finally I confided in A, about my one and only crush. She acts all happy for me or whatever, can't quite remember now. Then the next thing I know she is avoiding me and bring my other two good friends with her. And I'm there like DAFUQ is going on O.o Was clueless then. And utterly hurt at being completly exiled like that...I was almost in tears, but I'm not the type to show my emotions like that.
After a while I figure out what was going on, but it happened after I confronted her (was pissed for getting ignored) and the way she told me wasn't even right. She had some stank face on and everything saying how he asked her to the dance and stuff.
My initial reaction was anger. Obviously because of jealousy over him asking her. But because she betrayed me and never even thought of telling me about it before agreeing to anything with him. Shouldn't there be some sort of respect or agreement when you are dealign with such delicate matters with your BFF? However, she didn't even consider me...
And to top it off she would always get mad over the STUPIDEST shit. Couldn't go a day without her getting upset over something I did. And if anything I wasn't always outright mean, intentinally, and i'm just being bluntly honest.
The end of the situation is that the other two (J and G) ganged up on me too. And they said they wouldn't be my friend if I didn't stop being mad at A. Pretty damn FUCKED up if you asked me. And thinking back I should of held my ground..But it's over now and for some reason I still talk to A and J. G goes to another highschool so I don't talk to her much.
TBH I'm not sure if they were ever my friends. Apparently I was just that person who just showed up whenever they mentioned how we first met anyway...And no one told me much..
But it's over now..can't change the past...And maybe I should quit talking with A (she mentions crush occasionally...7th grade dance didn't go well...and now they have some complicated almost relationship shit going on). However I just grin and talk with her...I'm not sure why..But at least going to my highschool gave me the chance to meet different awesome people :) I have friends beside them that I enjoy hanging with. I don't have many friends liek others, but I have the few that really matter and make my day happier...
Sorry. Rant, but wanted to get that off my chest...It's always nagging at me and I try to ignore all the bad shit that happens to me (and there is a lot) but it gets difficult. If you read this thanks for reading. And if you are any people I know personally reading this. Get mad at me, pity, or whatever, but this is in the past. I want to leave it down with. Leave it here and don't bring it to school.
Random kinda, but it happened to me. And here is how it went.
So I liked a guy...He was my childhood crush since elementary school. We been in same classes forever.. And for all those years up until 7th grade (so for some years) I never told anyone.
However, I had made a group of friends (us four, A, J, and G). So finally I confided in A, about my one and only crush. She acts all happy for me or whatever, can't quite remember now. Then the next thing I know she is avoiding me and bring my other two good friends with her. And I'm there like DAFUQ is going on O.o Was clueless then. And utterly hurt at being completly exiled like that...I was almost in tears, but I'm not the type to show my emotions like that.
After a while I figure out what was going on, but it happened after I confronted her (was pissed for getting ignored) and the way she told me wasn't even right. She had some stank face on and everything saying how he asked her to the dance and stuff.
My initial reaction was anger. Obviously because of jealousy over him asking her. But because she betrayed me and never even thought of telling me about it before agreeing to anything with him. Shouldn't there be some sort of respect or agreement when you are dealign with such delicate matters with your BFF? However, she didn't even consider me...
And to top it off she would always get mad over the STUPIDEST shit. Couldn't go a day without her getting upset over something I did. And if anything I wasn't always outright mean, intentinally, and i'm just being bluntly honest.
The end of the situation is that the other two (J and G) ganged up on me too. And they said they wouldn't be my friend if I didn't stop being mad at A. Pretty damn FUCKED up if you asked me. And thinking back I should of held my ground..But it's over now and for some reason I still talk to A and J. G goes to another highschool so I don't talk to her much.
TBH I'm not sure if they were ever my friends. Apparently I was just that person who just showed up whenever they mentioned how we first met anyway...And no one told me much..
But it's over now..can't change the past...And maybe I should quit talking with A (she mentions crush occasionally...7th grade dance didn't go well...and now they have some complicated almost relationship shit going on). However I just grin and talk with her...I'm not sure why..But at least going to my highschool gave me the chance to meet different awesome people :) I have friends beside them that I enjoy hanging with. I don't have many friends liek others, but I have the few that really matter and make my day happier...
Sorry. Rant, but wanted to get that off my chest...It's always nagging at me and I try to ignore all the bad shit that happens to me (and there is a lot) but it gets difficult. If you read this thanks for reading. And if you are any people I know personally reading this. Get mad at me, pity, or whatever, but this is in the past. I want to leave it down with. Leave it here and don't bring it to school.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Iron Man 3
So today is May 7th. Today is my Ma's 49th birthday :) So here's a shout out to you. Love you mom.
Also, today I went on a trip. Went to the movies and saw Iron Man 3. I think this one was the best one out of all 3!! I missed the last scene in the credits though. A little upset about that, but otherwise the movie was amazing loved everything. And there were a lot of twists and excitement at every point. The kid helping Tony was so cute. I died when Tony responded to the kid's sad little outbursts. Maybe I should of expected it, but wow lol. I was shocked, but it was funny. Also, founding out the mandarin wasn't the true evil one was like WFT and wow..The villian was pretty smart in this movie. The true villian works behind the scenes. Also loved how the female lead, Pepper, isn't a damsel in distress in the end and fights to beat up the villian guy. Took me by surprise to see her fight!! And the whole anxiety from the Avengers. Didn't expect that movie to be referenced. I know there are both marvel, but wow... The marvel movies really connect O.O
In other news found out about some movies coming out. Movies previewed were:
Also, today I went on a trip. Went to the movies and saw Iron Man 3. I think this one was the best one out of all 3!! I missed the last scene in the credits though. A little upset about that, but otherwise the movie was amazing loved everything. And there were a lot of twists and excitement at every point. The kid helping Tony was so cute. I died when Tony responded to the kid's sad little outbursts. Maybe I should of expected it, but wow lol. I was shocked, but it was funny. Also, founding out the mandarin wasn't the true evil one was like WFT and wow..The villian was pretty smart in this movie. The true villian works behind the scenes. Also loved how the female lead, Pepper, isn't a damsel in distress in the end and fights to beat up the villian guy. Took me by surprise to see her fight!! And the whole anxiety from the Avengers. Didn't expect that movie to be referenced. I know there are both marvel, but wow... The marvel movies really connect O.O
In other news found out about some movies coming out. Movies previewed were:
- Lone Ranger with Johnny Depp
- White House Down with Channing Tatumn and Jamie Foxx
- Star Trek
- Thor 2
- Wolverine
Monday, May 6, 2013
Let's Learn Japanese: Greetings
Let's Learn Japanese: Greetings: ohayou おはよう / arigatou ありがとう : Ohayou is used between friends and family members while ohayoo gozaimasu is used between less...
Lastest Animes
Started watching SAO finally. In case you don't know that's Sword Art Online. On episode 13 in two days, maybe more like one. I'm like addicted. It got kinda flat with how peaceful it gets at times, but it's an amazing show. It has the best first episode I've seen ever. Such intense feelings and emotions. I've already cried like EVERY episode.
After the episode with Lizbeth I shipped Liz x Kirito. But it's obviously Asuna x Kirito. But I'll let my ship stay in my heart even though it will never come true. Picture contains Asuna and Kirito. Make sure to comment please :)
After the episode with Lizbeth I shipped Liz x Kirito. But it's obviously Asuna x Kirito. But I'll let my ship stay in my heart even though it will never come true. Picture contains Asuna and Kirito. Make sure to comment please :)
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